bling

yesterday. i met up with a girl that really really likes me. (and i like her too, but not as much as it would appear she likes me). we’ve met up before. we kissed. this time, we held hands and kissed quite abit. once i got home i went more or less straight away to a house party thing. where i went with another girl. and i held her hand all the home. and now, i’m thinking that the girl that really likes me doesn’t deserve someone like me, i’m a total cunt. i’ll only end up hurting her and that’s the last thing i want, because she’s so lovely. there’s another house party next friday, i will be making an appearance. i don’t know why i don’t learn.